My life has changed so much... Yet, at the same time it is easy to feel scattered, confused, and insecure even with all the growth a person may encounter.
I will have to catch you up on my life somehow without making it sound droll. Maybe I will someday, but today isn't the day for that particular history lesson.
Looking back on my old post, I realize something. I realized how much writing can do for a person. For me, it accesses a part in me that is particular reflective. You can say something and think anything that really comes to mind. These particular thoughts might not easily flow into a daily conversation...but when writing, they just seem to fit.
Perhaps writing only has the cap you put on it, it can be boundless. Why is it then that I haven't took the time to access this freedom of "thought speech" in such a long time?
Going back to being reflective... ahem... yes, I am random.... yes, I have A.D.D. so bare with me. :)
Ahem... Reflective...It is somewhat hard to be reflective. Reflecting takes time, it makes you look at yourself...and sometimes that isn't the easiest... it also can shine a new light on old things.
Just think how much more improved and new my life may of felt it I just took time to reflect and appreciate.
A new goal. Be more reflective and write the reflections, either here or somewhere. To mark a memory or feeling to spend time on the simple things in life, because when it is all said and done... What is it that you really want or cherish?
My Grandpa, passed a few years ago. He was one of the best people I have ever met. I am sure I will reflect on my Grandpa more while blogging. He is too important not to mention.
It is interesting how much we can learn from a memory. Perhaps I don't put enough weight in memories. Should I just be living in the past, no. Should I always want to be thinking how I could of done things differently on the things I didn't have any control over... probably not. Although, there is a lot to be said about the lessons we have learned and to not forget them within our memories.
Reflect... I think I will...
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